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Friday, 23 January 2009
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I am Struggling...
It's just after midnight, my greek books are on my lap but I am not focused, I cannot concentrate. For I learned this evening of yet another engagement that has just occurred. This one between 2 classmates at DTS. I am happy for them. One of them started the same time as I did and what a blessing he has obtained.
I suppose you can say it is favor. But I struggle to understand why that favor has by-passed me. I imagine the proposal, like all the proposals I have learned of recently, a guy so enamored with this woman that he vows his love. He desires to just be with her and communicates this with a commitment and the physical demonstration of a diamond ring. He takes her places. He introduces her to his friends. It's a partnership.
I have not known this. I have been married twice but have not really known what it is like for a man to really love me. I have known selfishness, immaturity and unkindness. I often wonder if maybe there is something wrong with me. Perhaps I am not fit or worthy for that kind of love. I don't know. All I know is that I continue to believe God that He has heard my desperate cries to restore the years the locust have eaten, to supply that male head who looks to Christ as his head, to know the kind of love that a man that truly loves a woman will show, to finally have that good partnership.
I am weary and right now my heart is broken in what seems a million pieces. My faith is crushed and I am struggling to remain hopeful that God can bless even me. With a typical resoluteness to not get engulfed in bitterness, despair or spiritual apathy, I keep telling myself to just forge ahead. It's not a new scenario. When I was married I had to do that. Now I'm not and the battle continues. It's late, I'm ranting, struggling, tired and trying to keep hope alive. A miracle would be really great right about now.
Tuesday, 25 November 2008
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Inerrancy
By Norman L. Geisler
see relatedThings I'll Never Understand
As hard as I've tried to wrap my head around these concepts, I still struggle. I imagine I will be adding on this list, but for now here are a few things I will never understand:- Thanksgiving vegan recipes
- The fashion sense of wearing pants below the butt
- Decaffeinated coffee
- Calling a meal that's served at 1:00 pm dinner
- Having more garnishings and plate space on a plate than actual food
- Camping out overnight at a store to purchase something that can be brought at anytime for the same price
- Thanksgiving vegan recipes
Tuesday, 18 November 2008
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A Pretty Dress, A Thought and A Wish
It does not take long for those that know me, to realize that I don't wear dresses. There's a reason for it. Well, I don't care much for them. I do own a few and may actually find myself in one at the peak of summer. But overall, I much more comfortable in pants.
So I think its kind of odd that every year as the Christmas season approaches and the stores begin their marketing ploys to lure consumers stock out on all the holiday trappings, I find myself suddenly interested in dresses. Not just any dress, but the velvet and gowns and taffeta and regal colors so representative of the season. I call them the "pretty dresses". The section that I normally bypass in the store the rest of the season, now captures my interest and my imagination.
For what I've come to realize is that it is not the pretty dress per se that I am interested in. No, it's what the dress represents. I imagine that purchaser and wearers of these dresses are the recipients of invitations to fun-filled and fancy galas with friends or family or even that special someone. They are fanciful times that so encapsulate the spirit and energy of the season and the pretty dress is but the hallmark of this time. How great it would be to put a pretty dress and join the festivities. I smile for a moment as I do every year. Then I realize that I have no need for a pretty dress, not this season. Maybe next year.
It also does occur to me that we all have our "pretty dresses", those symbols of a life or activities that our imagination will lead us to mistake for actual and lasting fulfillment. It's the things that leave a hole where we feel there ought to be some kind of material; those things that might make us feel better about life. But will it? The moments are fleeting, the joy temporary. Solomon, the writer of Ecclesiastes summed up wisely...its all vanity, nothing, nada. Only a heart at rest with eternal comfort of peace with God brought to us through the priceless gift of divine pardon can know true satisfaction.
So my wish is that as the holiday season approaches and I see the appealing presentations of pretty dresses, that I recall the more significant and weightier display of an infant who would forever secure the longings of wanting hearts with eternal peace and purpose. And that I consider his "pretty dresses" of human likeness, swadling clothes, blood stained strips and graves clothes that he wore to exchange my guilt for his gift of eternal life. And I ponder His continual advocacy on my behalf and the day of His triumphant appearance. It can only prompt me to say, the season is here!
"For He [God] rescued us from the dominion of darkness, and transferred us to the kingdom of His dear son [Jesus], in whom we have redemption, the forgiveness of sins.
He [Jesus] is the image of the invisible God, the firstborn of all creation, for by Him all things were created, both in the heavens and on earth, visible and invisible, whether thrones or dominions or rulers or authorities-all things have been created through Him and for Him. He is before all things, and In Him all things hold together" (Col 1:13-17)
Monday, 20 October 2008
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That Crazy Chicken
Rey Reynoso, over on Theologica posted this humorous post on Why did the Chicken Cross the Road? Here are some of the answers he posted.
BARACK OBAMA: The chicken crossed the road because it was time for a change! The chicken wanted change!
JOHN MC CAIN: My friends, that chicken crossed the road because he recognized the need to engage in cooperation and dialogue with all the chickens on the other side of the road.
HILLARY CLINTON: When I was First Lady, I personally helped that little chicken to cross the road. This experience makes me uniquely qualified to ensure right from Day One that every chicken in this country gets the chance it deserves to cross the road. But then, this really isn't about me.
GEORGE W. BUSH: We don't really care why the chicken crossed the road. We just want to know if the chicken is on our side of the road, or not. The chicken is either against us, or for us. There is no middle ground here.
BILL CLINTON: I did not cross the road with that chicken. What is your definition of chicken?
AL GORE: I invented the chicken.
AL SHARPTON: Why are all the chickens white? We need some black chickens.
DR SEUSS: Did the chicken cross the road? Did he cross it with a toad? Yes, the chicken crossed the road, but why it crossed I've not been told.
ARISTOTLE: It is the nature of chickens to cross the road.
BILL GATES: I have just released eChicken 2008, which will not only cross roads, but will lay eggs, file your important documents, and balance your checkbook. Internet Explorer is an integral part of eChicken 2008. This new platform is much more stable and will never crash or need to be rebooted.
ALBERT EINSTEIN: Did the chicken really cross the road, or did the road move beneath the chicken?
COLONEL SANDERS: Did I miss one?
And some theological responses...
EASTERN ORTHODOX: Because it was going back to its original historical, traditional confession.
CALVINISTS: Because it was predestined before the foundation of the world to irresistibly be drawn to the beauty of the Other Side.
ARMINIANS: Because it fell from grace and it is impossible for it to stay on this side of the road.
PLYMOUTH BRETHREN: It was leaving the apostasy of the Chickens on This Side of the Road.
ECUMENICAL MOVEMENT: To meet with the Protestants on the Other Side.
DISPENSATIONALISTS: Because the Age on This Side had ended and God was saving it from the impending Wrath.
COVENANTALISTS: There are only Two Sides to the Road. By Faith its now on The Other Side.
Saturday, 18 October 2008
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A Chance Meeting
I normally do not go to chapel on Fridays. But yesterday Chuck Swindoll was speaking so I ducked out of work to go hear him. As I was leaving after to chapel to head back to work, I stopped at one of the benches to return a call from a friend I had not heard from in a long time. As I was dialing, who should come along but the man himself
She didn't answer and as I got up he had just left a couple of people. So I introduced myself and let him know about the significance of something he said at the end of one of his broadcasts at a crucial time in my Christian life that had so much to do with why I am at DTS. To be able to tell him that in person and walk with him for a minute as he talked about his time in New England, was really, really a treat.
It was a short exchange but it did highlight something in my thinking. We never know who we're going to meet. God in His providence can arrange encounters in our lives that can change courses of lives, for any type of situation...business, personal, ministry. And it can happen suddenly and unexpectedly. So we who follow Christ and find ourselves in places that need a hand up, a shifted direction or an infusion of something great need not fear. God is in control and can arrange that chance meeting, probably when we least expect it.

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